We were up late last night, doing nothing. Actually he was watching TV and I was on the phone and internet with K. We were sending each other really nasty free porn links and grossing each other out. Don't ask how it got started or who started it. I know it sounds disturbing, but it was a lot of fun and hilarious. I laughed harder last night than I have in awhile.
We had to get up at 7am this morning and of course Delilah wanted to sleep in this morning. Not yesterday when we all could have slept in together, no she was up at the butt crack of dawn.
At the airport we said goodbye, the girls said it like they were leaving for school. I cried a lot and not just tears, it was noisy. Then we drove home for lunch and naps. Instead of driving 2hrs to the rodeo my mom opted to take the girls to see Kung Fu Panda. Lele and Judy joined them. Sophia is still not quite ready for a full movie. Delilah and I stayed at my moms, I was hoping for a nap but no such luck. We had dinner at my parents then everyone went for a walk. After the walk the girls had popsicles and we came home for baths and bed. I am exhausted, mentally and physically. But so far I don't have time to feel sorry for myself...yet.
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Awwww......... I'm there so I know there will be both good and tough times. Don't forget what I said before about asking for help when you need it. Meanwhile, rest up! :)
I have to remember to focus more on the goodtimes and less on the tough ones, I have a tendency to do the opposite.
Rest will be the biggest problem for me, I am not used to sleeping alone in my house (or any house). I never slept well when he was on midnight shift, but it was okay because he only usually worked 2 days then had 2 off. We will see if I ever get used to it.
I don't know how you do it Kiki, you are my new guide/mentor :)
i have a lump in my throat and it is VERY hard to hold it back. :( my heart breaks for you all.
i'm not even sure what to say to you... but i guess saying that is good enough.
i'm here to listen any time, and I wish i had something good to say to you... but honestly unless you've been there done that or are there doing it.. there isn't much you can say...
you're all in my thoughts.
xoxoxoxo love n hugs!! jenn
Sending you a big {{{HUG}}} 'cuz I don't know what else to do or say.
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