Some of my hopes and dreams and other random blathering

I have always wanted to live in NYC. At least for one year of my life. Kale has no interest in doing this, but since I can get him to do whatever I want we will see. I have been there to visit once and it was just as wonderful as I imagined.



I want all four of my girls to finish college, then get married and have kids. We have a plan to try and coerce them into doing this. We will only pay for their wedding AFTER they graduate for college. If they don't go, they have to find their own way of paying for it. Plus we will pay for their college education, the way my parents paid for my bro's and would have/will pay for mine.



We are pretty much set on living in Florida when Kale retires from the Army. I am really getting sick and tired of cold. I would rather be dripping in sweat then freezing any day. My in-laws say we will be sick of it, but I highly doubt it. I could be proven wrong, but it's not likely.



I want to be a size 5 again, probably never going to happen, but I can still dream. I am hoping that I am not going to give up on this dream, at least the dream to be thin again. I am not looking to wear a bikini or a shirt that shows off my midriff, I just want to look good in my clothes. I could never wear a bikini again anyways, my stretch marks go up and down, side to side, from above my belly button to my pubic bone. It's not a pretty sight.



I want things to go back to the way they were before we moved to MA. I want Kale to be my everything again. This probably won't happen until it's just the six of us alone somewhere. But without all the stresses we had in MA.



I want my cousin to stop being a loser, step up, and care for her son.



I want my kids (especially Lilly and Aidan) to stop fighting constantly. They don't physically fight, but the verbal kills me.



Since weekends are slow on blogs, I figured I may as well not get into anything deep.



My weekend plans are pretty boring, this weekend. Lilly, Kale, and Aidan are camping until Sunday evening. It's just Sophia, Delilah, and I for the weekend. The only plans I have are to go to Kohl's to spend the Kohl's cash we got last weekend when we bought the suit. It expires Saturday (I wrote this Friday morning and had it "scheduled" to post). Other than that I will probably just hang out with my parents all weekend. I could call my girlfriends from high school, but I won't, even though they have been bugging me since before x-mas to get together. I haven't seen my one friends new house yet and she hasn't seen Delilah yet. Pretty sad we live only minutes away from each other and never see each other. I don't do much with her cause her boyfriend creeps me out. My other good friend works nights as a nurse, so she is always sleeping during the day. Also she is not a "kid person". See how many excuses I can come up with?



Hope you have a nice weekend!